Poot's Palace

I finally got a new computer after my old P.O.S. decided to stop working three weekends ago when I wasnt at home. It was marginally functional for about two weeks, allowing me to only perform certain functions (such as turning it on and back off). Thus I haven't blogged in a while or been able to check email at home or anything else like that. I have had several things that I wanted to blog about, and now that I have a computer that functions properly I can only remember one of the ideas. If I remember the others I blog about them as well.

-I was thinking the other day about my addiction to nicotine and wondered if I was really addicted or just dipped to pass the time. The reason I ask this question is because most people who were addicted to alcohol, smoking, or anything else typically make a conscience effort to quit and can tell anyone how long it as been since they last .... whatever. I couldn't tell you when the last time I dipped was, other than it has been several weeks, I think. One night when I was at home I wanted to put a dip in but didn't have any and was too lazy to go to the store. The next day at work I was extremely busy and didn't make it to the store to buy any then either. The next night was the same story - too tired to go to the store and didn't have any cash on me. As time passed, I realized that I never went and bought that can of delicious dip, but at the same time wasn't really craving for it either. It just seems like a strange way to break a bad habit. I still occasionly light a cigarette if I am out drinking, but typically dont smoke throughout the day either like I used too.